whore-oscope.

Although you may feel that trouble has been following you lately and just won't leave you alone, some relief is on its way. As you welcome in your birthday, prepare to say goodbye to problems that have been plaguing you and causing you to slow down and become stagnant. August should welcome in a time of renewal, when you can clearly see what your next steps will be, and you feel ready to take them. Although you may need to be patient at first, the more you practice moving forward, the more ready you will be when life starts moving more quickly. Expect to feel a greater sense of hope and optimism by early fall, as your life begins to take off.

i grew today.

i have accepted that i do not possess enough respect for myself to fear losing it; but that shred which my mother retains i can not live without.

i do not know if that makes me an adult or a child.

it's oh so quiet.

but i can hear you think.

i hear each sip you take of beer,

of liquor,

i hardly know her.

what is, what was, what will never be.

what is what was what will never come to be
what was now done you can never cease to see
what has been a year not enough to make believe
what could be now i see fruitless and relieved.

in other words:

baby i am so relaxed if i were water i'd look like glass.

in response to your text:

YOU ARE MY MOTHERFUCKING PROBLEM YOU NARCISSISTIC, SELF-INVOLVED FOOL